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  Like Fire Through Bone

  Copyright © 2013 by E.E. Ottoman

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  September 2013

  “Within me there is something like a burning fire

  shut up in my bones;

  I am weary with holding it in, and I cannot”–Jeremiah 20:9

  For those who have gone into the desert

  and those who have come out of it.

  A huge thank you and warm hugs to L.J. LaBarthe for sharing her vast amount of historical knowledge with me, reading over several drafts of this book, and for being a friend. Thanks also to my brother, Gabe, for going on walks and listening to me rant about the process of writing this book. Thank you to my editors for their hard work and undying support. Thank you also to all the lovely people who were brave enough to tell a total stranger online about their experience with castration and its aftereffects. Finally thank you to my mother for fostering in me a love of mythology, history, and biblical studies. You all are my strength, and without you this book would not have happened.

  1

  HE WOKE that night from the most vivid dream he’d ever had, sweating and shaking, tears on his face. The dream had been of a figure made of shadows and darkness, the skin on its long bony hands gray and stretched taut like that of a corpse. Its eyes were bottomless darkness, and its mouth was a gaping hole with lips so decayed they no longer covered pointed yellowed teeth. The thing, whatever it was, held a baby no older than a year in its arms. Overcome by a wave of terror and revulsion, Vasilios curled up in a ball and pressed his shaking fists against his eyes until the terror subsided.

  Finally he got up, bathed, and dressed in an ankle-length lamb’s-wool tunic, embroidered slippers, and a linen scarf to go about his shoulders. He pulled open the highly ornamental wrought-iron doors and then the carved wooden ones behind them, and stepped out onto the balcony. Below him, the city was beautiful in the early morning fog. The balcony on which Vasilios stood was high enough that he could see the city stretching out all the way to the harbor, with the water of the great river Lethe sparkling blue in the sun.

  For a moment, Vasilios imagined the ships now docked there making the journey down the wide river to the sea. It had been nearly a lifetime since he’d seen the sea—bright blue green on a good day, steel gray during a storm. It would be much warmer in the coastal areas—all high green-topped cliffs, groves of olive trees, wild goats, and people who lived mostly by fishing. He pictured it, letting go of the last lingering bit of unease from the dream.

  The city below him, though, was different—all whitewashed buildings. The more expensive houses and villas had red clay-tiled roofs, with the gold domes of the churches sprinkled among them. Of course, if he leaned farther over the balcony and squinted up the Imperial Hill, he’d be able to see the tall, pointed towers of the Emperor’s palace, but Vasilios didn’t bother.

  As he turned away, a sharp breeze caught his long tunic. He shivered and pulled his scarf more tightly around his shoulders. With one more look at the city below, Vasilios pushed open the doors and went back inside.

  His spacious room was modestly decorated, and two doors led out from his room—one into the hall and the rest of the huge villa complex, and the other straight down a staircase to Vasilios’s private bath and toilet.

  Vasilios sat at the writing desk and leafed through the pages there. There were some contracts he had to go over. A large shipment of silk was due to come in soon, and he’d need a buyer and distributor for it. He needed to work out the last bit of paperwork for the iron they would be shipping west. There were yet more silk shipments whose buyers had fallen through. Those bolts sat in one of their warehouses, and Vasilios had to come up with another buyer soon. There was also several tea shipments, but they were going to buyers they’d traded with many times before and who held standard contracts. Vasilios wasn’t worried about those.

  The silk shipments, on the other hand, were more problematic. He would have to go back through the lists of their past clients to see if he could track down some reliable buyers and then run the whole thing past Damianos before contacting them with the offers. He picked up his pen and made a note to double security at the warehouse where the silk was being stored until they’d secured a buyer for it. He wasn’t sure why merchants who sold here in the capital were less willing to buy silk these days; as far as he knew, demand hadn’t gone down in the last year or so. Vasilios frowned at his notes and jotted down another to remind him to ask around and see if something was going on with the local silk trade.

  A knock came at the door that led into the hall, and Vasilios turned toward it. “Yes?”

  The door opened to reveal one of the house servants. “My Lord Panagiotis wishes to speak with you,” the serving man said, and Vasilios nodded and stood quickly, then followed the servant out into the hall and down the stairs.

  They crossed one of the many courtyards inside the villa complex, the small open-air space filled with the sound of falling water from the huge fountain in the center. The servant pulled open the wrought-iron gate at the other side and headed back into the house down another hall.

  There was a large guardsman standing next to a metalwork gate, behind which was a closed wooden door. Ignoring the guard, the serving man pulled open first the gate and then the door before standing aside politely.

  The room Vasilios entered was small, with large windows covered by ornate grills, although they only looked out onto more courtyards. Brightly colored rugs covered the floors, and low couches held large silk pillows that spilled onto the floor where they had been carelessly knocked aside.

  Lord Panagiotis, son of Xarchakos, reclined on one of the couches. Vasilios bowed and then picked up the discarded pillows and placed them on the couch before sinking to his knees on the lush rug. He let his hands rest on his knees, bent his neck ever so slightly, and kept his eyes on the floor.

  “Ah, Vasilios,” Panagiotis greeted him cheerfully. Vasilios could hear the slight wheeze that tinted each word. Age and a decadent lifestyle had caused Panagiotis to put on quite a lot of weight. His skin was tinged with the pallor of sickness and beginning to sag. It worried Vasilios.

  “Master.” Vasilios kept his eyes lowered, but when Panagiotis beckoned with one ringed hand for him to rise, Vasilios stood and moved closer.

  “What have you been working on today?” Panagiotis asked, leanin
g back against the couch as if the act of sitting up and speaking with Vasilios had tired him.

  “Going over the notes I took regarding the shipment of silk we have in storage and the shipments of iron, silk, and tea we are expecting to arrive,” Vasilios said, sinking once more to his knees, this time beside the couch, and lowering his eyes again. “I am going to station more guards at the warehouse where the silk is being stored, and try to secure a buyer for it as soon as possible. With your and Lord Damianos’s permission and guidance, of course.”

  Panagiotis laughed at that, a thin sound that turned into a hacking cough. He fumbled with a small bag at his waist, but couldn’t seem to get it open, so Vasilios stood and opened the bag. He pulled the cloth from it and held it over Panagiotis’s mouth until he got the coughing under control.

  “Oh, Vasilios.” Panagiotis patted his cheeks fondly. Vasilios didn’t like how clammy Panagiotis’s hand felt, and he made a mental note to contact Panagiotis’s physician that afternoon. “Always with the right thing to say at the right moment.” He sighed, his eyes falling shut, and then he opened them and smiled up at Vasilios.

  Vasilios didn’t say anything to that, only refolded the cloth and tucked it back into the pouch at Panagiotis’s waist, then sank to his knees on the floor again.

  Panagiotis waved his hand in Vasilios’s general direction. “By all means, find us a buyer for that silk, and tell Damianos once you do, not that I don’t trust your opinion regarding such matters, but if the boy is to own this business one day, he must learn to do such things. Oh, and don’t put too many guards at that warehouse. We don’t want to attract trouble.”

  Vasilios nodded, although he’d already thought of that, and Panagiotis took several, long, painful-sounding breaths.

  “But that’s not really what I called you down here to talk about,” Panagiotis said, when his voice sounded a little better. “Markos Özdemir is back in the capital after being on one of his campaigns, and he’ll be paying us a visit the day after next to talk with me.”

  Vasilios kept his gaze on the floor and his face schooled to show only calm attentiveness and none of the emotions that ran through him at the mention of Markos Özdemir.

  “I need you there,” Panagiotis continued, seemingly oblivious to the effect Markos’s name had on Vasilios. “Take notes, and keep track of everything that’s said.” He smiled down at Vasilios. “I’m going to need you to do most of the actual work on this deal, I’m afraid.”

  “Of course.” Vasilios kept his voice soft and level. “My duty is to your needs.”

  “Yes,” Panagiotis said with evident fondness and then waved his hand again. “That is all. You may leave. Tell the young man guarding the door that I would like some sweets, maybe sweet wine cakes, and some wine brought up here.”

  Vasilios nodded, although he couldn’t help the way his lips pressed into a thin line at the idea, and Panagiotis “tsked” at him. “I know you don’t like it. You’re as bad as Eudoxia sometimes.”

  Vasilios bowed his head and hesitated. “Your wife and I are only worried for your health, my lord.”

  Panagiotis waved his hand again. “I’ve lived long enough to see my grandchildren. What I do now is my own business. God will take me soon enough.”

  Vasilios bit his tongue on an answer and schooled his face to blankness. He bowed once more before letting himself out. When the door had shut behind him, and he’d closed the ornamental gate, he turned to the guard.

  “Our master wishes for sweet wine cakes and wine to be brought to him,” Vasilios told him, and the guard nodded once.

  Vasilios headed back down the corridor in search of one of the house servants so he could send them with a note to Panagiotis’s private physician.

  A figure rounded the corner of the hall and came toward him from one of the courtyards, and Vasilios recognized Bröndulfr, one of Panagiotis’s most prized bodyguards.

  “Vasilios.” Bröndulfr’s deep voice boomed off the stone walls. “Where are you off to this morning?”

  “I’m looking for a servant to send a message to our lord’s physician for me.” He had to tilt his head back a little to meet Bröndulfr’s blue eyes. Vasilios was by no means a small man, but Bröndulfr was huge, with skin much paler than even natives of the Empire. He wore his long blond hair in a single plait down his back, and he had a close-trimmed beard. He was dressed in a waist-length wool tunic, baggy wool trousers wrapped closer to his legs from the knee down by strips of wool, and high leather boots. Bröndulfr was unmistakably from the largest of the Northern Islands—the Island of the Wolf.

  “Is he that bad?” Bröndulfr’s brows drew together.

  “He was coughing badly the entire time I was with him.” Vasilios crossed his arms over his chest, not bothering to hide his unhappiness. “Then he ordered wine.”

  Bröndulfr shook his head. “He’s going to drive himself into the ground, that man.”

  Vasilios pressed his lips together in a hard line. Bröndulfr was a free man and a Northern Wolf, and therefore, he was sought after by the richest families to work as a bodyguard. Vasilios, on the other hand, was a slave and would be handed down to Damianos when Panagiotis died. Then Damianos could decide to sell him or not.

  Bröndulfr’s hand fell briefly onto Vasilios’s shoulder, jerking him out of his thoughts. “It will be all right,” Bröndulfr said, smiling in a reassuring way when Vasilios glanced up at him. “You’re quite the prize for any household. Damianos would be a fool to sell you, unless there was no other option.”

  “Or he listens to his brother.” Vasilios frowned harder, and Bröndulfr laughed.

  “Anthimos is a spoiled, vindictive child who has a lot of growing up to do before anyone would take his advice about anything, much less the buying and selling of valuable eunuchs. Damianos is young and idealistic, but he’s not that much a fool.” Bröndulfr’s tone was so confident that Vasilios almost believed him. “But speaking of other things, have you heard the rumors that have been going around?”

  “Which?” Vasilios asked. Normally he didn’t pay attention to gossip, but then, neither did Bröndulfr.

  “About the babies,” Bröndulfr said, and when Vasilios looked blank, he shook his head. “It’s a bad business, but children have been going missing, young ones too, and not just from the poorer neighborhoods.” He now looked grim. “If I were back home, they’d say forbidden seiðr, track down the witch.”

  Vasilios felt cold.

  “It is the worst of bad luck,” he agreed. “When a child goes missing, the Gods turn their faces away from us all. My people would also have tracked down the one who caused such bad luck and punished them for it so that the Gods might smile on us again.” He did not often think of the beliefs and Gods of his parents. Not that Vasilios spared much thought for faith of any kind these days, but he remembered enough of what his mother had taught him to be wary of bad luck and the evils it brought.

  They both knew things worked differently here in the Empire. The people of the Holy Empire, as they called it, didn’t believe in witchcraft or acts of bad luck that would anger the Gods. They believed in only one God and the demons and fallen angels who opposed him. Vasilios hoped they found whoever was responsible before more children went missing and that at least some of the children would be brought back safely.

  Bröndulfr shook his head and then raised his voice to a near bellow. “You boy!” He waved to one of the servants passing by. “Vasilios has a job for you.”

  The servant boy turned and came toward them, and Vasilios nodded to him. “Come with me.” He beckoned to the boy. “I’m going to write up a note for you to take to Doctor Kasim’s house.”

  Vasilios nodded briefly to Bröndulfr, then led the boy back up to his room. He sat and jotted a note to the doctor and then returned to the boy and handed him the note.

  “Run right to Doctor Kasim’s house and give his servant the note. Tell him it’s urgent,” Vasilios said, his tone firm. “I will expect you back wit
hin the quarter, or I will know you dallied along the way.”

  The boy nodded, looked up at him with large, serious eyes, then bolted down the stairs.

  Vasilios walked across the room to the table in front of his couch, picked up the brass pitcher that sat on the table in front of the low couch, and poured water into his water clock that would mark off a quarter for him. He turned, went back to his desk, and sat, trying to put aside his worry and get some work done. However, his thoughts wouldn’t stay on the silk shipments and who in the city would be most likely to contract with them for it.

  Instead, he kept returning to the upcoming meeting with Markos Özdemir. Vasilios put his pen aside. He hadn’t known Markos was back in the capital again. He didn’t see him often, after all, only when Panagiotis had business dealings with him, or if they both happened to be at court at the same time, which was rare.

  Vasilios sat and stared blindly out the window next to his writing desk, remembering the last time he’d seen Markos. Vasilios’s impression of him had always been of a quiet and serious man. Tall and heavily muscled, with a hawk nose and strong jaw, Markos’s dark hair had gone steel gray. Vasilios shook his head sharply. He had better things to do than daydream like a teenage jewel about a man so far beyond his reach that it was laughable.

  Still, it would be nice to see him again. Vasilios shook his head again and reminded himself that nothing good came of fantasizing about impossibilities. He should focus on what he had; that was the best option. What he needed to do now was look over the silk contract and then go down to meet with Doctor Kasim before his fool master killed himself with too much wine and rich food.

  HE ONLY had to wait two quarters before Doctor Kasim arrived with his servants. Vasilios went down to greet him and found Lady Eudoxia already there with two of her female servants and one of her eunuchs in attendance. Unmistakable in severe-gray linen, Lady Eudoxia was small, with fine features and gray hair braided and piled on top of her head.